I'm the most stupid person ever.Period.

This is not normal, seriously:


My Personality

Neuroticism	99
Extraversion	0
Openness To Experience	75
Agreeableness	0
Conscientiousness	1

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I don't know what's up with me nowadays and then I feel so paranoid about stuff and that also causes others to dislike me and the one and only I just don't want is to be hated. ( I had yo just start crying while writing this, great )I also understand that others have their own lifes with their own problems but usually I feel so paranoid that everyone's ignoring me and I don't want to feel like this, it's overwhelming.

It's christmas and I know I'm not going to receive anything because my mother is totally pissed off at me as I mentioned in my last entry. I'm trying to be friends with persons, mostly online so I had a quite busy weekend buying and giving presents online and then when talking to these persons, most ignore me. ( but that's also because of my paranoia ) I just, want to be friends with them.

~ Sorry for the rant.

Current Mood: confused
Current Music: Staind - Please